Am gettin disturbed by my cousin. I feel dat am lovin her but i think she doesn't loves me. ?

Am gettin disturbed by my cousin. I feel dat am lovin her but she doesn't loves me. I also dint mention dat i love her coz of fear. She's so friendly & always use to chat wid me thru sms & in face to face. I feel dat might be she's also in love wid me & doesn't expressed her love. One day she also asked me dat r u having any gf. As i dnt have any gf & i got angry & i said no. Aftr dat we both pacify & i still i can't able to understand y she asked dat qstn. Pls tel me any soln for dis.